Thankyou <3

None of my old friends even knew. I got no messages about it.

There are female Pikachu in the game, but it’s impossible to play as one … you can only be a male Pokemon. I’ve lost any desire to play this game now…  Not being able to collect most of the Pokemon was bad enough… and this just makes it worse.

I’ll never be able to socialise, or answer simple questions, or talk to people at all without feeling awful after it (even if it’s just to buy something in  a shop for example). I don’t think I can learn and I don’t feel like I really want to… I wish I just never had to communicate with  anyone except the few family members I can talk to (my mum, my sister, occasionally my brother) and Aury. I’m just awful and useless.

Just talked about gender stuff but I’m getting referred to a different psychologist for my social problems. (I guess someone who specialises in that)

While I was in the waiting room I was really uncomfortable and nervous… so I guess I was moving around a lot, and also uncontrollably shaking -_-

There was no one in the room most of the time while I waited so it was okay, but then someone came in and sat down opposite me… and she tried to talk to me. It went like this:

Her: “Are you okay?”

Me: “mm” *nods*

Her: “You don’t seem to be having a good time. Are you here to see someone?”

Me: “mm” *nods*

Then I started moving even more weirdly -_-  and when I got up to go into the room with the psychologist, I almost fell over.

I wasn’t much better with the psychologist, but I managed to answer the questions so it was okay.

ezralahm:

He’s all male and only looks androgynous. Libra pretty much follows Lucius from FE7 in looking pretty enough that people often mistake them for beautiful women as a running gag. Aside from their looks though, both are 100% male and identify as such. (Libra can father quite a lot of the children in…

hm. I’m not sure how to think about this.

I wasn’t doubting his male identity…

I find is strange that the femininity is unintentional to him though…